Last week highlights #LIFEUPDATE-5

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My second Panic Attack - 17th October 

I was skateboarding with Ananyan bhaiya ( skate club head ) and Aditya ( my high school friend ), In the A-Block of our campus. Then we guys decided to go to the cafeteria and relax there for some time because we had been continuously skateboarding for the last two hours. Then we just killed our  3 hours just by sitting and talking. Ananyan bhaiya and Aditya decided to skate downstairs, and I was sitting at a spot, but after a few minutes my body started shaking and I was feeling fear, it was like I was scared and I almost cried, but Aditya and Ananyan bhaiya held me back and made me feel comfortable. 
This was the second Panic Attack of my life, and I am still figuring out why this happened cause I have nothing inside me, my mental health is excellent and my life is on the track. Now I am questioning why this happened. 

DJ Night - 20 October 

For the freshers, our college held a prarambh function. They called a singer Knox artist and  DJ Money. The guys only played two English songs and the rest were Punjabi and old Hindi stuff. It was like ok-ok night I didn't get bored and it was not that much exciting. 
(Pic - College ground, DJ Night)

Why am I feeling low ? 

When I came to my college I was excited, but as the day went by I started feeling low. Maybe it's because my insecurity is hitting me hard. Because I am seeing the students ( Boyfriend and girlfriend) holding each other arms and I have no one to hold 

Yanshu 
7.36 23/10/22
Place- my hostel room 

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