A letter to my Anxiety

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This jar of anxiety that I feel every day start's from the moment I wake up. I start questioning myself is this is the case with me or rest of the people of this world feels the same. From where does this thoughts comes to mind, is it because of the kind of life I am living right now or because of this internet social media world. Peoples are now stuck, I think our this generation is half depressed, each and every faces that you see every day, I can bet you there is something inside each one that they want to share with someone or something is there that they want to get out of their chest. But the society in which we are living creates the environment of this kind. And the ironical part is when we talk about society, we forget ourselves and think that we are not part of society. But I think whole society that you are trying to question is you, the belief that you think are wrong maybe they are the one that your mind created for you and maybe in real world something like this does not exist. All I want is peace with myself. I want to remove this never ending anxiety that I am feeling every day, every moment, my anxiety destroys and kills me. I hope one day I will wake up and feel peace and be excited about the day that is going to start and the things that life is going to throw on me. And just enjoy every second of my life

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